Twenty Four + New Adventures


Twenty-three has been a whirlwind of chances, adventures, and being stretched far more than I ever thought was possible. This past year I started dating my best friend and the man of my dreams, got engaged, became full-time at work, went to Brazil and Disney World for the first time, started a business, and fell more in love with God and with life then ever before. I know it sounds cliche to say that life gets better and better each year, but I can't help that it's true!

If this year has taught me anything, it's that seasons are a part of life and they come and they go as they please. You can't stop seasons from coming, or hold on to them once they're done, but you can embrace them, drawing out every possible lesson like buried treasure. We were meant to come out of each season stronger, more mature, more capable, and more aware of who we are and the gifts that we have to offer this world.

Looking to the year ahead, I know the adventures are only beginning but I also know that each season will hold a piece of what I need to get to where I'm going. Not knowing everything right now is part of the fun and I wouldn't trade this life for anything. After all, what's life without a little adventure!

At the closing of his final book of the Chronicles of Narnia, The Last Battle, C.S. Lewis leaves us with this beautiful picture,

And for us this is the end of all the stories, and we can most truly say that they all lived happily ever after. But for them it was only the beginning of the real story. All their life in this world and all their adventures in Narnia had only been the cover and the title page: now at last they were beginning Chapter One of the Great Story which no one on earth has read: which goes on for ever: in which every chapter is better than the one before. 

Spring Ahead: Leaving Your Past Where it Belongs


Treat people as if they were what they ought to be, and help them to become what they are capable of being. 
-Johann Wolfgang von Goethe 

Most of us would read this and think about how we are treating others- which is good- but how many of us treat ourselves this way? I know for me, most of the ambushes on my life were from my own thoughts condemning me over things that no longer matter, that no longer exist. It's easy to let a thought grow so big, that we can't see past it anymore, leaving us paralyzed.

There is nothing we can do about our past except learn the lessons and move on, and it's often the moving on part that we have trouble with. After all, if we move on from our past, then we can no longer find our identity in it. It may be negative, but at least it's something we can grasp and comprehend.

Grasping onto something that you can't see or feel is a scary thought; that's why we call it faith. But when we are courageous enough to take a chance on who God says we are, even when we don't feel like it's true, slowly we begin to see what we always longed and hoped for coming to pass in our lives. We learn more about who we really are and are usually gloriously surprised, and yet, strangely at peace, like coming home after a long journey.

This is as true in life as it is in everyday battle: we are given one life and the decision is ours whether to wait for circumstances to make up our mind, or whether to act, and in acting, to live. 
-General Omar N. Bradley 

In a world that is constantly trying to convince you of who you are and who you will always be, our thought-life becomes a battle ground where a war against our true identity is fought. It's times like these when we shouldn't limit ourselves to our mere thoughts, but rather think with the Word of God; it's certainly been around longer.

In honor of springing ahead the clock- I must admit, not my favorite- I say we also decide to spring ahead from our past, our mistakes, worries, fears, insecurities, negative thoughts, and jump whole-heartedly into our identity in Christ; who we have always hoped we might be. It takes intentionality to walk away from something so comfortable, but a cage was never meant to be your home and bars were never meant to hold you back. Let's let go of what has been, and spring ourselves into what we are capable of being.

That means you must not give sin a vote in the way you conduct your lives. Don't give it the time of day. Don't even run little errands that are connected with that old way of life. Throw yourselves wholeheartedly and full-time... into God's way of doing things. Sin can't tell you how to live. After all, you're not living under that old tyranny any longer. You're living in the freedom of God. 
-Romans 6:12-14 The Message 

01_2016: Injuries


Something that I believe links us all together as human beings is that, at some point and in some way, every one of us has been hurt. We have all experienced pain that left it's dirty mark in ways we don't want others to see. We hide our scrapes and bruises from the world, while, at the very same time, we pull our identity from the very injuries that we wish weren't there. With such a victim mentality, we cage ourselves in with constant reminders of why we got hurt, and proving to ourselves over and over again why life is much better inside the cage than outside it; no one can hurt you in here.

Disney At Christmas


It's the most wonderful time of the year, in the most magical place on earth! I don't quite know what I was expecting for my first trip to Disney, but my heart was immediately won over. Everywhere you turned, you were greeted with the sweet aroma of freshly baked cookies hot out of the oven. Hot chocolate stands were never in short supply and everything seemed to be wrapped up in a bow. Even the air seemed to glow a golden warmth that made you think at any moment, a magic carpet was going to swoop down, lift you off the ground and fly you to a whole new world.

Does This Count As Mistletoe?


Tis the season of thankfulness and this girl certainly has a lot to be thankful for. From moving into a killer new apartment with one of my best friends, to new responsibilities at work and a new office, and of course, to celebrating four months with my handsome Italian, this new season of life is proving to be both intimidating and yet beautifully rewarding!

What Will You Write?




"Today is a brand new canvas. The only question is... what are you going to write?"

This pretty much sums up my life right now. It’s usually me and my pen in the back left corner of Jives Coffee Lounge in Old Colorado City. When people find out that you’re a writer, all of a sudden, they have a million projects that they’ve just been dying to do, and you are just the kind of person they’ve been looking for.

03_2015: Demands


Two months away from this magnificent place is too long! I thought that with my new job (more on that later) and all my other responsibilities, adding one more thing to my plate would just overwhelm me. But how very wrong I was. For me, writing on my blog isn't just another job, or assignment, or even a means to an end. But rather, it's the one place I have that is free from the rules and expectations of others. Here, there are no guidelines, no requirements, and no word count limits. There's no trace of an editor's red pen and no other voice I need to replicate but my own. I realized to give that up, would be giving up the only place my soul has to breathe and grow and mature. 
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